Thinking is an incredible thing. Such an incredible thing that too much of it could make even the sanest of sane people crazy.

Recent events in my life have required some deep thinking and I am fairly certain that I could very well be considered certifiable at this point. I am currently searching for a 'Thinking Recovery Center'. Some place I can go where I can be weaned off my constant thought cloggings and concentrate solely on day to day activities. If I ever did come across a place as such, I am fully prepared for the withdrawal process. I accept it. Anything to take these never ending thoughts, toss them to the wind and turn away just as the breeze picks them up and carries them into the distance. Far, far away from here. From me. From everything.

Dear Cause of the Hurt,

It has been some time since my already fragile heart was smashed to pieces but I need you to know that I will be ok. I am ok, actually. In the time that has passed since everything went down, I have spent an incredible amount of time thinking about all that has happened. Then I had a moment. A moment similar to what you might see in some movie. It was as if the clouds parted and I instantly saw things clearly. I saw YOU clearly.

It all makes sense and I understand.

Never again will I allow you into my life in that way. Never again will you have the chance to inflict such pain and heartache on me.

I see you and I see me and never again will I see us.

I wish you the best in your search for you,

Victim of your Confusion