Here they come again

I never thought there could be so many

Falling

Down my cheeks

Landing wherever

On my lap

In my hand

Rarely in a tissue because they have become so unpredictable

and tissues never seem to be at attention

It is said that pain can only make you stronger but

It rips you apart in the process

Leaving you for dead, practically.

How do you become stronger from that?

How do you peel yourself off the ground and start again?

What doesn't kill you, right? 

Right?